Self Procrastination

Here I am, picking my own words
out of this worn worn page
And as I read it to myself
remember how it used to be
When these words scatter in my brain
remember how it used to feel

I'd write myself on this page
I wish I could make myself again
in these letters, they'll carry on
Let's carry on

Remember the future, forget history
These words caught my sight
In this halo, we're crying for the lost sorrow
and the frostbite is killing me

Remind me to look at every words I wrote
and the things I said, promised to make it work
Keep the ink of my blood and make my words last
Stalling everything that comes in my way, fast
I know these lines are awfully rhymed
at least you'll always keep it in your mind